588 and obligation

Latest bloodwork for H was good, VL of ~35K and the highest T cell count (588) since he got sick 10 years ago.

Without a long diatribe (must keep entries shorter....), I'm glad for the good bloodwork, but it doesn't really change what is happening at home and how "faded" he is. Faded in the cognitive & participating in life sense, not in the jeans sense.

I do not want the following to be said of me: “You are the type of man that would stay with someone for the rest of his life out of obligation.”

However, I have reason to be worried, I think.