Sunday, December 11, 2005

Do the dichotomy, redux

So, I get all geared up and then the self-doubt sets in. The guilt. The, "oh, it's not so bad and I do love him still." Yet, just a few days ago, I'm getting up the courage to call to get him on a waiting list. And I told myself, "I can't take this anymore." Back and forth. Back and forth. Aaagh!

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