67 things about me

1. My favorite color is blue
2. I like fast cars and have owned a few
3. I like men who are hot, smart, and most importantly, sweet
4. My garden is my sanctuary
5. Computers (either at home or at work) eat much of my time
6. I have more regrets than dreams
7. I lead with my heart, not my mind
8. I am prone to depression
9. I am an only child
10. I am afraid of what aging will bring
11. I work out very vigorously at the gym (see above)
12. I like working out
13. My favorite foods are: chocolate ice cream, french fries, potato chips, and beer (not in that order) (see above)
14. I love my cats
15. Right now, I have no sex life to speak of, although I often have opportunities, and it usually doesn't bother me
16. I love my partner, even tho' he doesn't meet my needs anymore
17. I am trying to figure out how to live while I wait for my partner to die
18. My work seems glamorous & exciting to others, but it is pretty dull to me
19. My hair doesn't get long, it gets big
20. I have a hairy chest, tummy, legs, and ass...sometimes I trims, sometimes I don't
21. I like Pink Floyd (a lot)
22. I laugh at giant pick up trucks & SUVs, esp those with lift kits (sorry 'bout yer dick!)
23. I'm afraid of dying alone
24. I'm afraid of getting seriously ill
25. I really enjoy public speaking and have done it professionally
26. I'm very shy and nervous in small social groups
27. I would like to experiment with a love relationship with a gay couple (I think)
28. I fantasize about life without a sick partner
29. I fantasize about living alone
30. I love computer games, especially The Elder Scrolls series
31. I love plants of all types and have very little space left for new ones in the house or the garden
32. I'm told that I look younger than I am (thanks mom 'n' dad!)
33. My favorite movie is a tie between the Lord of the Rings trilogy, The Shining, and Fantastic Planet
34. My favorite TV show is a tie between Six Feet Under, South Park, and Transgeneration
35. I'm a geek at heart
36. I don't care much about the latest fashions, tho' I do like nice clothes
37. I don't care at all about celebrity gossip, reality shows, or who's who
38. I would like to try living in Ireland, Scotland, or London
39. I have no time for bitchy, judgemental, or mean people...so there!
40. I have lived in Hawaii and decided it was not for me
41. I love fish and have had aquariums for years, tho' I don't currently have one
42. I love the feeling of comfortableness (sic) when talking with old friends
43. I really enjoy good coffee
44. I rarely enjoy anonymous sex and I say "no" way more than I say "yes"
45. The way into my pants is through my heart & mind (and having a great body doesn't hurt, either)
46. I don't kiss and tell
47. I am versatile, but prefer to top
48. I have lived in the same house for the past 20+ years
49. I have very strong intuition and it is more often than not right
50. I need to listen to my intuition more
51. I'm a Cancer with Pisces rising and many planets in Leo
52. I'm pee shy more often than not
53. I don't consider myself attractive
54. I am not impressed by how much money someone has, where they live, or what they own
55. I have a tighty-whitey fetish
56. I like men and art that make me think
57. I like to travel
58. I want to make a contribution to the world that matters
59. I'm an INFJ
60. It breaks my heart to see my partner so sick and losing his mind
61. My mantra for many years (with thanks to Nietzsche): "What does not destroy me utterly makes me stronger"
62. I've liked boys/men for as long as I can remember
63. I got in trouble for playing with the neighbor boys' junk
64. I came out at college when I was 20
65. I am a butt man
66. For the first time in my life, I'm actually gaining muscle mass from working out...mostly because I've been eating more (see below)
67. I no longer have a six pack