Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Acceptance
D: He's not that sick and I can deal with all this indefinitely.
A: I'm really pissed at him and life in general about this. It's the disease, not the man, I know, but still.
B: He'll recover enough to have a life together...I mean, I know that he's declining, but his T cells are so high. or...I can compensate for not having a healthy partner, somehow.
A: I shouldn't expect him to be anything that what he is today, which is less than I have had from him (ever), and is way less than I need and deserve.
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Musings, rants, heartaches, & commentary from a soon-to-be widower after 27 years with a wonderful man.
About Me
- A Single Man
- West Coast, United States
- Calendar says "middle-aged" gay guy in large metro area. Gardener, computer geek, artist, sweetheart, caregiver. Generally shy & reserved, except in print! Struggling to deal with my partner losing his mind and dying slowly from AIDS, my own stuff about aging while looking for meaning and fun through it all.
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